11 March. 1st July 2000

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“I saw freedom, myself and  another world”

 I was watching TV one evening. That’s when it came to me. I saw the illusion. It was like It was standing to one side, watching myself.

 It was like watching a show. A performance that was showing me what was really going on. It was just marvelous. And it obviously never ends.
I saw the glass facade again, the one I am forbidden to enter. I went there all the same. I went in through a door, and discovered that it was only a facade. I also saw a giant ravine shrouded in mist. I flew over and landed where there was sand. A roof made of leather or similar material was stretched between poles that were holding up the whole thing – there were no walls. A man was standing there. “Who are you?” I asked The man laughed heartily, replying: “I’m you. A truly wonderful man.” The day after I realised something that came to me as this message: You saw yourself, you looked at freedom, the freedom you long for. It will come. Be prepared, it may not come in the way you think. We love you.

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1 July

I went through a door with two mirrors, through a dark room and through the next door. I came into a valley with steep rock walls on both sides. As I stood there, a strange aircraft whizzed past above my head. Then more. There were so many of them, coming all the time. One stopped in front of me. A pale young man got out.

After a while I asked: “Who are you?”

– “I’m not you and I do not look like the form I am revealing myself to you in.”

“Where are you from?” I asked.

– “A long way away from out there.”

I asked, “Why are you here?”

– “We are here to pay a tribute to you.”

“Tribute?”

– “Yes, you do not understand this. You do not understand what you do for other people with your thoughts and the life you live, and we are always with you, you are very protected. You are protected by a whole army. And we acknowledge that you are extremely careful with what you do with your actions, thoughts and your love. We love you.”

Chreel saw blue rays appear.
I thought I saw the light blue creature I am always seeing floating in space.

This is very difficult to write about. There are no words for it. It’s like there are two different worlds. They are so different from one another; fundamentally different.

There is no logic in the other world. And for us it is very abstract.

I was there, I think, a short while. I have been there many, many times but never grasped it.

But I have never been as close as I was this time,

I hope this will be continued, I am asking for it.

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“I’m you. A truly wonderful man.”

 

“You saw yourself, you looked at freedom, the freedom you long for.”

 

 

“I’m not you and I do not look like the form I am revealing myself to you in.”

 

 

“This is very difficult to write about. There are no words for it. It’s like there are two different worlds.”

 

 

“There is no logic in the other world. And for us it is very abstract.”