I wasn’t allowed to go into the light
|It happened one August day in the Autumn of 1990. I got a sudden pain in my chest. It grew worse and worse, like I was being cut into. Before I could think, “I’m going to die” I found myself in a tunnel that sloped gently downwards.|
| The tunnel seemed to be made of metal plate, with long beautiful joins. I thought as I went past that it must have been a skilled sheet metal worker who built this, a true professional.
I saw a light far ahead. It took ages before I arrived. I stood for a moment in the opening and just watched. I felt an indescribable happiness. I left the opening and moved forward into the light. I was suddenly halted, I was not allowed to go further. There was someone on my left side and also someone on my right.
I replied: “I will never ever go back.”
The answer came: “We are compelling you to go back.”
And these words brought me back against my will .
I found myself in bed again. The pain in my chest was gone and has not come back since. I was confused. It took years before I even mentioned this to anyone.
Well, what can you do? Since that time I have been stretching my limits. I thought about this for ages, but did not change much in my thinking during the first years. Nor have I been God’s best child, I confess .
But I know that something began to take shape within me. It went slowly, but I could see it happening so clearly.
I met Chreel 1994 and I felt the attraction to her grow stronger and stronger. We met every now and then, talking about what we knew and believed in and everything concerning life and its mystery.
But back to talking about limits. I push my limits. I send images during the day, mostly morning and evening. These images are received somewhere in a different frequency, which I call reality.
Most answers I receive come in the form of dreams, others come in visions. All of a sudden I see what will happen. It is very rarely a single person, in most cases, it involves a group of people, animals and plants on planets in all existing universe.
I try, when I have the answers, as best I can to change what is about to manifest in our frequency. It is not so easy, but it works in most cases where it has not gone too far.
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“Before I could think, “I’m going to die” I found myself in a tunnel that sloped gently downwards”
“We are compelling