1 September–12 October 2001: The light

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Understanding the light

Intermixed with dreams Göran, recounts his experiences of helping people into the light. He has premonitions of something completely new happening. Insights into how everything is one and that one is love continue to come to him as he resolves to go back to what he once was.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

 

I saw something in the dream. Everything that was horizontal before was turned vertical. It had to do with an entirely new approach. A whole new awareness.

 

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

 

I asked for protection as I used to. I went through my usual ritual. Suddenly, the scene changed. Many people were kneeling, hiding their heads against the ground.

I stood on a platform and spoke with them. I told them to stand up, but they remained lying on the ground.  I tried several times.

So I moved so I could see the stage. An intense light shone. An impossibly bright light.

It was how I imagine the big bang might be.

A wondrous, total light, full of infinite love.

I understood that those who knelt could not look into it, it had made them blind. They had not managed it. I now fully understand that we get is what we ourselves can cope with.

 

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

 

Every night before I go to sleep I go into the light together with all the people who have passed away during the day.

I speak with them about where we’re going, I ask them of their own free will to go into the light. I explain clearly that it is they themselves who decide.

The first night there was a group who stayed behind, after the rest had all gone.
It feels right to do this. I understand how it is, I had not thought that way before.

 

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

 

12 0ctober 2001: Delivery of a huge truck

After I had made my morning round, the whole round, and been everywhere, I felt drowsy and lay down. I saw something like a cinema theater.

A man was sitting at the front. He listened to me as I stood there. I knew I was talking about something but did not see myself. Sometimes you know things, do not need to see them. This man who was listening smiled all the time, he seemed satisfied with what he heard. It was nice to see someone who thinks that something is good.

 

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

 

I saw a huge platform three or four meters above the ground. As high as the second floor. A countless number of people were standing on this platform. All might not have been humans but something similar. They were not like packed sardines, but were still crowded together. It seemed like they had lifted themselves from one level to another and come up higher. It felt good and right.

 

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

 

I was traveling up country, having left the place where I lived. I was in a small car. Before I left, it had been a bit overwhelming, but everything was now in order. I went from there with confidence. I knew what I would take on. I drove all night, and arrived in the morning before it was fully light.

I had booked a meeting earlier to receive a delivery. I saw a truck arrive with the delivery. It was the biggest truck I’d ever seen. I’m not even sure it was a truck.
The platform was shaped like a cone. There were a lot of things on it, covered up.  The engine was running, I heard it was a diesel. There was no driver or I saw none. It felt like the truck had stood there and waited forever.

I drove away in my own car to arrive at a farm. I drove past it, stopped and maneuvered the car around to drive back to the farm. I thought I saw a light shining in a window. I stopped and got out.

Just then the truck appeared. I didn’t see it but I knew it had arrived. Meanwhile, three men turned up who were going to help me unload. I discovered that I knew one of the men, he was very dark-skinned with a little blank expression on him face. I said to him, “I recognize you very well.” Then everything faded away.
I wrote something similar like in about  1992.

 

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“Everything that was horizontal before was turned vertical. It had to do with an entirely new approach.”

 

 

 

 

“I now fully understand that
we get is what we ourselves can
cope with.”

 

 

 

 

“Every night before I go to sleep I go into the light together with all the people who have passed away during the day.”

 

 

 

 

“Sometimes you know things, do not need to see them.” 

 

 

 

 

”Before I left, it had been a bit overwhelming, but everything was now in order. I went from there with confidence.”

 

 

 

 

”It felt like the truck had stood there and waited forever.”