25 January 2012: Evil

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Ice fishing nearly finishes me

I was out on the ice too long, and got tempted by the dark force just to lie down and die.

 

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I saw this morning a compass that drew a circle. The circle is perhaps closed.

I even saw a truck stuck half way through the ice on a lake

Something like a storm was in the room. A huge energetic field was active; it felt like Chreel was present in this crescendo.

 

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I was out driving a car with an Asian person. We came to a house, there were large rocks in the road and we couldn’t drive all the way up. There was a huge rock lying there, and another that looked like a ship. Many men were guarding this ship. The men were doing something with these rocks all the time. I think they were carving something on them. It worked out somehow so we could drive on.

 

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I’ve thought a lot about the dream on 24 January, particularly this thing with the flounder. I have in recent days shouted to, called and sought all the fish and all existences in all the seas, rivers and lakes that exist in all the universe. I have been with those who left and those who will be born.

We’ll see if I get any confirmation of this.

 

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I saw something that looked like rams. First one, then many more, very strong. They became ever larger and larger. Their faces looked special. It felt as if they had intelligence like we humans. There was also a little puppy with them constantly chasing something that flew around. I think he was eating small insects. These intelligences seemed to have trust in me.

The whole dream breathed tranquility and peace.

 

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I got up early today and was out on the lake already at eight o’clock. There was quite a lot of snow on the ice, it was possible to use the kick sledge. I got a good many pike. I was actually out and on the go for eight hours.

This was, as I understood afterwards, way too much. I’m not completely well yet and I am out of shape because of my hip.

I picked up my gear in the late afternoon and started walking home. I was very, very tired and had to stop and rest many times.

In the end – the lake is long – thoughts came about just sitting down on the kick sledge or lying down in the snow, it would be lovely to just go numb. “Who gives me these thoughts?” I thought.

I pulled myself together, and left the lake. I felt like I was totally drained of energy.

I think today, the day after, that I was probably attacked by the dark force, hence these thoughts. I did not think of it yesterday, I just wanted to go home to rest. The dark energy always takes the opportunity when it gets the chance. My heart rate was extremely high when I came home. It gradually slowed down, and today it is as it usually is. That I should be so stubborn, and stay out for so long, I never learn.

 

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I found myself in a large terminal; it was located close to the water. There were big boxes, about fifty square meters of them, which many dark men filled with a form of small black single.

They were very careful with these boxes and their contents. It felt as if all of this was being shipped out going out somewhere, I do not know where. I think that the dream had to do with myself.

 

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“I saw this morning a compass that drew a circle. The circle is perhaps closed.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“I have in recent days shouted to, called and sought all the fish and all existences in all the seas, rivers and lakes that exist in all the universe.”  

 

 

 

 

 

 

“I think today, the day after, that I was probably attacked by the dark force, hence these thoughts.”