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19 June

I cut a shoelace. I even saw an explosion in a house, and a ferocious fire. I saw something huge, like a mountain with tags in it coming towards me. I tried to get away, but I think I was overwhelmed by it. It shows probably what happened long ago.

I was talking with a woman. She talked incessantly; it felt as if something was united.

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28 June

It had a restless night, I did my rounds in the morning and went back to sleep. I sat in the passenger seat of my car, it was not me driving. The driver, a man, suddenly ran into a sturdy barrier. I sat a long time in the car. I had no physical injuries, but I was shaken up, almost in shock.

The car was full of adults. In some way the others did not care about me.
I then met a man I could leave the car with.

I came into an apartment, still dazed, and wobbled back and forth. In the apartment was a woman. She was expecting a visit from several people and was a little surprised when I walked in. I even had my black bag with me. I dropped it and stuff fell out. I gathered it all up, I did not want anyone to see these things.

The woman baked cakes that she was going to welcome her guests with.

I ended up in a hospital, where nurses in white coats were walking around. I think I was visiting to see how the others were, those who were in the car from the beginning.

That was hard like hell.

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29 June

Goran / Jorun: – I’m crying out, searching for you and calling on you, my other self.
Amper (always in italics): – I have been waiting for you a long time, Jorun .

– I do not want to disturb you, as you know.

– I’ve said it before, you cannot disturb us here. You are the only one that has it this way with us.

– How is it with you in real life?

– We are happy here, especially over you and your thoughts.

– Have you seen my thoughts on book publishing and everything related to it?

– Yes, we have seen and heard how you think. Especially the last things you have thought are very good. It reveals how you are as a person.

– Will the book be realized?
– Jorun, you know, everything is manifested so then you understand that everything is already fixed.

– Thank you for those words, they warm me.  Amper, this thing about the drill, I may have understood the importance and have written about this in the book.

– Yes, Jorun, you have done quite right. We here did not know how you would go about it but you solved the problem in your way. This is now resolved fully.

– The dream this morning about the car that ran into a wall or barrier, what was this?

– This is about the future, it is not so far away.

– The dance of galaxies?

– You decide, but certainly you can include it in the book. It’s the utter truth and no-one needs to be afraid of it.

– How is the situation elsewhere in the macro and micro perspective?

– Yes, Jorun, it could not be better. You are making progress with great strides, nothing can stop you in any way.

– I had thought that a woman I know could help me with the writing on the computer?

– Yes, Jorun just fine, will be as good.

– Chreel, how is it?

Chreel: – Jorun, you do not cease to amaze us. You are like a wind that never stops blowing, day or night. The way you caress everything that lives is something from beyond the world you live in. The caresses you give to your world, but they come to all worlds through all times. You are phenomenal when it comes to this. No one can take that in neither here nor there. I think you start to see some of it for yourself.

– Jorun, I can only say-proceed in your quest, everything is and was and will be as it was initially intended. The conditions you yourself have created.  As you know we love you in all times both we here and in all other places in the whole cosmos. Go in peace.

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“I saw something huge, like a mountain with tags in it coming towards me.”  

“You are like a wind that never stops blowing, day or night.”  

“The way you caress everything that lives is something from beyond the world you live in. The caresses you give to your world, but they come to all worlds through all times.”