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This came to me: The human body is a product of the very first life that appeared on Earth.

We’ve been through everything. We are in the gravel, water, plants, oxygen, indeed in all that exists. But we had no spirit. About two hundred thousand years ago a couple came from outside, perhaps more.

The transformation to what we were to become, to what we call man, saw its beginning there. Humans got spirit. Spirit was added.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I wanted to go to my room, that is myself. I was on my way, and saw clouds full of red colors, like during a hurricane. Violent clouds, like a great fire was burning. At the same time soft as silk.

I stopped suddenly during my journey. I thought; “now I’m here,” but I took off again, finally coming to a stop.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I saw a tall man. His right forearm had been twisted by something and it had broken off at the elbow.

No blood came. Then the upper arm was taken away, so he lost his entire left arm. Then something else was removed, I am not sure what part of the body it was.

I then saw two giant waves that hit each other, towering up to a gigantic height. They turned back in the direction they came from.

I then saw a young man saying something to humanity, it was just amazing. Something totally new and strange was presented. Something so revolutionary it has never before happened during the times humans have been on Earth.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I moved to a city far, far away. I was going to start working back to what I was before, a long time ago.

There was a big house with lots of people. All were working frenetically. I got a room where I could stay. From that room, I saw through a glass wall there were men in brown uniforms all with similar general hats on their heads. These men did not even look at me, they worked all the time.

As for myself, I fell asleep for about an hour with my head resting on the table.

I then went into the house to look for a man who was going to instruct me.  I looked long and hard for him. I asked people I met if they had seen him. No one had seen or knew who he was. After a lot of ifs and buts, searching everywhere and many difficulties I ran into him.

I thought I recognized him. He said: “I am also an actor.”

We found out that we knew each other very well.

This man spoke to me and said; “You’re here to try to take you back to what you once were. It is difficult work, very hard.”

I then saw a large hall with lots of people. Myself, I went up on stage and talked to them. There was great enthusiasm in the hall. Somehow I knew that I could handle the task that lay before me.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I was traveling on a long train. The strange thing was that I was not sitting in one of the carriages, but hanging outside. The train traveled through villages and towns, and eventually came into a large obsolete industrial building. Many people were there.

A great dejection seemed to have spread among them. People had completely lost faith in everything.

It was as if depression held them in a tight grip.

But there were some there that anyhow were trying, doing what they could.

Some of them were even cheating to obtain advantages. However, I was on the other side. In the train that went there were human souls. Myself I was hanging outside. I got to see and feel what it was like there.

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I tried last night to get in touch with the other side, with those I had dreamt about the night before.  Those who had no hope, and felt depressed.

I explained to them where they were. I tried to gather them in a room and told them what they could do to maybe move on. I did what I could, that they would understand and get hope back, that this was not the end.

To do that which you are dedicated to all day long is the most wonderful thing a person can do.

To be in that dedication while you shop, eat, sleep, indeed in all you take on. Feel how that feels. To be aware of it and at the same time to be in it is a great gift.

That is the most precious gift a person can give themselves, a gift full of love. It is even a gift that I dare write down that which I am.

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”The human body is a product of the very first life that appeared on Earth.”

”The transformation to what we were to become, to what we call man, saw its beginning there. Humans got spirit.”

”You’re here to try
to take you back to what you once were. It is difficult work, very hard”

”That is the most precious gift a person can give themselves, a gift full of love.”